Thursday, June 24, 2010

feel disappointed because of her?

do u ever feel disappointed because u keep telling your fd no, but she/he insist to do that??

u kno the bad consequences of that thing. u kno the bad influences that he/she may get from that thing. But no matter how hard you tell them, no matter how many times you try to confront them. They will just ignore you, or sometime, your relationship will become worse?

If you have ever experienced that, you know how sad, how disappointing, how heart-broken it is.

BUT

Our job is to confront with love; our job is to tell them thats bad, thats not beneficial. This is all we can do.

The part of transforming other's heart, the part where someone's life is changed, is totally belong to GOD. He will touch their heart in his own way.

DON'T think that, no matter what you do, it wont make a change. Thats totally wrong. It is because GOD will use you, will use your confront, your mouth to transform someone's life, or just by your little action.

SO, pls. don't be sad or disappointed because they didn't listen you. And DON'T be angry with GOD, why he hasn't change their life. HE has his own timing, and you will never know.

what we can do now, is really pray for that person, pray for open heart, pray for open ear. So when u confront them, GOD will work through your words and you to change their life!!

REMEMBER: our job is to tell the truth, GOD's job is to transform someone's heart and life.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

emo neh~~

A lot of problems around me, problems started since yesterday nite. Then they came into my life again this morning. It was a nightmare, drove me crazy!Took my patience.
Then I hurt my toe when i was playing with the kids. Then kids sat on my legs while we were watching movie. My legs went numb. And my toe is still in pain.
When i came home, I forgot to bring my bean bag down. Then i really miss my boyfriend. I want him to be with me now.

BUT!!

I am not here to post my emo blogs again!!!!

^^

A lot of problems around me since last nite till this morning, but because of these problems, i know how hard it is, and I can be more understanding. Also. because of these problems, i learnt to be more flexible and patience is trained.

Then i went to church, my toe hurts, but i learnt that, I should be more careful next time. And it taught me that, it is dangerous to run around in the room, and I should pay more attention on the kids while they are running.
The kids sat on my legs while we were watching movie. Even though it makes my legs went numb, I felt the bonding and the trust between me and the kids. It motivates me so much!!

Then for forgetting to take my bean bag, that just taught me to be more careful.

I really miss my boyfriend, but I know GOD is here for me, his presence is here for me. Megatron is here with me. My friends are in perth for me. I know my boyfriend is coming back soon. And I believed he did buy my stuffs.

So I AM HAPPY NOW^^

Choose Joy, It Can Make A Difference!!!

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Loved~~~

Yesterday nite, my fds came to my temporary house!!felt so warm and loved!!just like a family. even tho we didnt do much, jsut guitar pract. n tv n a bit of ice cream time..
they came to my house, because they wanted accompany me while im home-alone. thx^^
then they came here n slept over, n this morning, they woke up super early to fetch me to uni and waited me for 2 hrs for my exam. then they fetch me home n buy food and buy some stuffs for tonite...
thanks so much my friends.
feel so much love!!!!
^^

God put people in your life, because of you. You may think they are a problem to you(im not saying you guys are my problems), but look through your past, most of the happy , joyful time are with your friends; look again, most of your emo time, your friends are here for you; look the last time, most of your hard time, study time, your friends are next to you, studying with you, supporting you.

God put you in people's life, are the same, want you to be their support, their comfort, their sharing partner, their encourager.

GOD put you in this world with a reason. To be a solution for a problem, to be someone's friend, to show LOVE and CARE....

GO BE ONE!!!!!

MAKE A DIFFERENCE!!

We always think "who are we?", "what are we?"...
but we are not NOBODY!!!
but we are SOMEBODY!!!
mt fds always tell me "GOD did DIE for NOBODY!!!he sent HIS ONLY SON to die for you!!YOU ARE SOMEBODY!!!!"

WE are SOMEBODY!!
WE CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE!!!!!
see this VIDEO!!!!
these are my fd...they are just like us...and they can make a difference...
you may not see the difference right away....
but you sow a seed in people's heart!!!!

GO MAKE A DIFFERENCE!!!!
GO MAKE A DIFFERENCE FOR GOD!!!

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

easy dummy

there is a chinese saying "there is no free lunch". it means that you have to pay for everything. you wont have a HD for your exam, if you dun study. you wont be able to have an awesome high paid job, if you dun study hard.

sometime evil things are much more easier to achieve. like being a jerk to cut in line for buying stuffs...u dun hv to think, just do. I was studying Psy, you have the id naturally. the ID is the evil side, then u will hv ur superego, which is the right thing, like the social value. You now are fighting with ID and SUPEREGO, an ego is produced. You have to fight the ID to to do a right thing.

In bible, it also said that, we dun have to think about doing the evil stuffs.

Lets try to think more!! Put just a bit of the effort on thinking to do the right stuffs. Think about the consequences before you do!

Think!!!!Think!!!!Think!!!

We are the world 25 lyrics

[Justin Bieber]
There comes a time
When we heed a certain call
[Nicole Scherzinger & Jennifer Hudson]
When the world must come together as one
[Jennifer Hudson]
There are people dying
[Jennifer Nettles]
And it’s time to lend a hand to life
The greatest gift of all
[Josh Groban]
We can’t go on
Pretending day by day
[Tony Bennet]
that someone, somehow will soon make a change
[Mary J Blige]
We are all a part of
God’s great big family
And the truth, you know love is all we need

[Chorus]
[Michael Jackson]
We are the world
We are the children
[Michael Jackson and Janet Jackson]
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
[Barbra Streisand]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me

[Miley Cyrus]
Send them your heart
So they’ll know that someone cares
[Enrique Iglesias]
so their cries for help
will not be in vain
[Nicole Scherzinger]
We can’t let them suffer
no we cannot turn away
[Jamie Foxx]
Right now they need a helping hand
[Wyclef Jean]
Nou se mond la
We are the Children
[Adam Levine]
We are the ones who make a brighter day
so lets start giving
[Pink]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
[BeBe Winans]
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me

[Michael Jackson]
When you’re down and out
There seems no hope at all
[Usher]
But if you just believe
There’s no way we can fall
[Celine Dion]
Well, well, well, well, let us realize
That a change can only come
[Fergie]
When we stand together as one

[Chorus - All]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
[Nick Jonas]
Got to start giving
[All]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
[Toni Braxton]
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me
[Mary Mary]
We are the world
We are the children
[Tony Bennet]
Its for the children
[Isaac Slade]
We are the ones who make a brighter day
[Toni Braxton]
So lets start giving

[Lil Wayne]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me

[Chorus - All]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
[Akon]
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we make a better day
Just you and me

[T-Pain]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
[Jamie Foxx imitating Ray Charles]
Choice were making
saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me

[Rapping - LL Cool J, Will-I-Am, Snoop Dogg, Busta Rhymes, Swizz Beatz]
We all need somebody that we can lean on
when you wake up look around and see that your dreams gone
when the earth quakes we’ll help you make it through the storm
when the floor breaks a magic carpet to stand on
we are the World united by love so strong
when the radio isn’t on you can hear the songs
a guided light on the dark road your walking on
a sign post to find the dreams you thought was gone
someone to help you move the obstacles you stumbled on
someone to help you rebuild after the rubble’s gone
we are the World connected by a common bond
Love the whole planet sing it along
[Wyclef]
CABARETT

[Chorus - All]

[Kanye West]
Everyday citizens
everybody pitching in

[Singing - Children & Wyclef Jean]
Nou se mond la
nou se timoun yo

[Will-I-Am]
You and I
You and I
[Kanye West]
Uh, 12 days no water
whats your will to live?
[Will-I-Am]
we amplified the love we watching multiply
[Kanye West]
Feeling like the Worlds end
we can make the World win
[Will-I-Am]
Like Katrina, Africa, Indonesia
and now Haiti needs us, the need us, they need us

[Chorus - All]
[Wyclef Jean]
Ayiti, Ayiti, Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay
Ayiti, Ayiti, Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay
Ayiti, Ayiti, Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay
lyrics courtesy of www.killerhiphop.com
[End]

adopted from http://www.killerhiphop.com/we-are-the-world-25-for-haiti-lyrics/ (2010)

sleep

sleep??
nah...today i am not talking about sleeping. but SLEEP.
Sleep is the hard bit thats around your eyes
after you wake up. A.k.a. eye booger.
when you wake up, you will feel it,
but if you ignore it, as time goes by,
5 mins later you won't be able to feel it,
and you may just forget about it.
It makes you look ugly in other's eye,
other people can well noticed.
until you go washroom to wash it away,
or you take the action to remove it from your eyes.

i think it is same as pride in our life.
if we put ourselves too high; if we are too self centered;
if we think the world rotate around you,
that makes you really ugly.

you may think "Ugly?No!!!!! I don't think so."
but it is ugly in others eyes. it is ugly in GOD's eyes.
All the things that you do, will give out the trace of pride.
You will look down on people;
you will think that everyone in the world is just loser,
except you. these traces, everyone can obviously see,
but except you. Just like sleep, everyone can see,
but it is too close to you, and you have ignored its exist,
and now, it becomes part of you.

It will be there forever, if you don't take the action to remove it!!
It will give an ugly image of you to everyone,
if you don't wash it away. I
t will make you and the other people feel uncomfortable,
if you don't rub it off.

Yesterday night, i was reading the bible.
Inside it said "Pride goes before destruction"(Proverb 16:18).
When I first read that,
i was like "well...i don't think i have any problems in pride area.
but i think i need to tell the others,
coz they all hv" but until i am writing this post,
i think if i have that thought, I am prideful.

It takes times and effort to correct that.
Even though you have correct that or noticed that,
it doesn't mean it won't come back! So for me,
my plan is try my best to correct it,
and at the same time ask GOD's help. Ask him to train me,
to help me and remind me all the time.

Hope you guys will reflect and notice the pride,
and really take action towards that problem!!!
Face it and Chase this LION away~~

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Lion Meow~~~

"The path to your greatest potential is often strengthen through your greatest fear."

everyone has their own lion has to faced. This lion is our fear. I have mine as well. My lion is trusting people. I think this is a common fear that i think most of the people have it or at least once had it in their life. This fear is gender equal, so the no. of boy who has this fear is same as the no. of girl. For me, because of some past experience, i have trusting issue. i felt so hard to trust a person, but then i have to trust so struggle all the time.

But if we all stay in the fear, when we all ran away from the lion, we will never be able to achieve something big. The lion will make you become someone who can't do anything.

It is time for us to step out of ourselves, and chase after the lion. Chased him out of your fear, make him become a little kitten instead a lion.

Have faith that you can do it. Have faith that GOD will help you go through the fear, chase the lion. Faith is not something that is risk-free.

When you were a baby, you couldn't walk, so you crawl on the floor. when your mum asked you to stand up and walk, you had FAITH in her that she is gonna hold you when you fall; you have faith that standing up and walking is not gonna harm you. If you didn't trust and have faith in you mum at that time, you will be still crawling on the floor, no matter you are 8, 28,38,68 years old.

Step up in FAITH, FACE your lion, LOOK at GOD, CHASE the lion away

Saturday, June 12, 2010

NEW BLOG, NEW ME~~

~story time~
Once upon a time,
my thought said "what if everyone blog about
their emo nemo days on 'the blog',
then 'the blog' will be super emo, and may have depression."
so i went to hv a look of random ppl's blog.
then i found out everyone's blogs are reali reali emo.
thought said "everyone also so emo,
how are they gonna leave their emo shell?
they will be even more emo."
~the end~

i am a person who is pretty emotional and
kinda negative on the inside, hapi hapi on the outside....
be4 this, my blog contained all my complains...
all my emo nemo stuffs....

so because of that thought (the story above),
i think i should change~~~
so one day when i look at one of my friend's blog,
he/she is trying to do a LOVE blog,
to post all the random kindness on the blog to share the love.
after i read the post, i was inspired by them,
so instead of doing another LOVE blog,
i chose to start a blog of encouragement.

Because GOD told us to be an encourager in the world.
Because GOD told us to show LOVE, both tough and lovely lovely LOVE.

so here i am.
My new blog...
i deleted everything that was here...
all those emo nemo stuffs...
n now i am gonna share all positive things HERE....
to be an encourager....
to show LOVE n care...
to show the lovely TRUTH....
to show tough LOVE^^

~a new blog, a new me~