who is here for me?

i haven't been posting blog for so long. recently, i felt so lonely.
no matter i am with friends or boyfriends. It once made me emo.

BUT, why do i need to feel lonely, since i know my
is everywhere and with me all the time.

"That night the LORD appeared to him and said,
"I am the God of your father Abraham. Do not be afraid, for I am with you"
Gen 26:24

love is....

What is LOVE?

Before today, i thought i am a person who know how to love a person. Be nice, be kind, be patient, be encouraging, be cheerful, be friendly.

But what is LOVE?? I got a note book from my boyfriend. And the cover of it is with a bible verse. It teaches me how to LOVE and what is LOVE.

"Love is patient Love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast. It is not proud. It is not rude. It is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."

This is one of the most famous quote for a christian and a non-christian. It tells us what is love.

For me, I think i am patient, i am kind. But when i read this verse over and over again, I know Love is not just that. Love needs more!! It is hard for me. But it is the true LOVE.

I encourage you to practice this LOVE. It is hard, but with GOD's strength and help, nothing is impossible. LOVE without easily angered, LOVE without keeping the records of wrong, LOVE without envy, LOVE with lot of TRUST!!!

eyelashes

~Story time~

At a sandy day, eyes and hand had a conversation.

hand was blocking some sands flying into the eyes.

Eyes: thanks hand, if without you, i think i will be filled with sands. it will hurt me alot and i may even get infected. thanks so much.

Hand: You're welcome!! But i think you should say thanks to eyelashes, because they are the one who protect you 24/7. They are the one who trap most of the sand and dust. They are the one protect you, so that you can see the beautiful view of this world.

In our life, we always forget people that close to us the most. We are just like the eyes, we can see everything except the eyelashes. We saw the green and tall mountain, we saw the beautiful calm sea, we saw the pretty girl and guy on the other side of the river, but we couldn't see the long and beautiful eyelashes right in front of your eyes.

I have to say that, I always take my family for granted. I know that they will be there no matter how, so i will just ignore them. Put my friends, the things that i like in front of them.

When was the last time you talk to them? When was the last time you say I LOVE YOU to your parent? When was the last time you turn to them and share your sadness and happiness? When was the last time you think of them?

It is because they are always here, you will focus on the things that you have to chase after, the things that you haven't gotten in your hands. Just now i was reading bible, Solomon builds the temple for GOD. Inside it said Solomon employed people to build the temple, but he set the rules that everyone work for 1 month then 2 months rest, so that they can enjoy the time with their family.

We always focus on our work and forget our family, the always support. I think it is a time for us to show love to them.

I will txt my mum n say i love you.

This is my challenge to you. Just go n txt your parent a "I Love You" without a request or a reason. Have a look of your eyelashes!!

focus~~

sometime have you ever felt that you got distracted by something while you actually wanna do another thing?

I have that all the time. But recently, this feeling strutted me a lot. I have been trying to do something, but then because i kept focusing on the by-product, and totally forgotten and ignored about the main thing, the real big thing.

E.G. you wanna study for your exam, so you were thinking it would be good if you have a nice and tidy desk. Therefore, you spent an hour on tidying the table, and then another hour, then another hour and at the end, you spent the whole day on tidying the table, and didn't study for the exam at all.

I am not saying we shouldn't tidy our table to improve the efficiency, but don't forget the main purpose of tidying the table. It is to study for the exam.

Sometime we just spend too much time on the details and minor thing. And we will forget about the main, big deal.

It is very important for you to remember that the goal and aim all the time. We should remind ourselves about the main purpose. To see whether the action that you are doing is it beneficial to the main purpose. To see whether the action is it necessary.

For instance, we can tidy the table for exam. For sure it is better for us to study. BUT, is it necessary to spend the whole day on it? or it can be done by 1 or 2 hours??

In our life, we may have a mission, have a calling, have a job to do. But because of the minor things, because of the small little thing, we got distracted.

For me, my job is to build a generation, for me, my job is to invest in people's life, no matter is teen, old people, or kids(lol..i prefer to invest on kids). anyway, that's not the point. BUT my main goal in life is to grow in GOD, to study his words, to be the salt. If I don't read his words, how am I gonna know/do what pleased him??

Sometime, we will forget about studying his words but we go fellowship, we bond with the people. I am not saying shouldn't go out with friends. But what I am saying here is that shouldn't affect you to read HIS words, that shouldn't affect you to grow in HIM.

Don't Let The Small Little Things Distract You. Focus On The Big Deal In Your Life.

feel disappointed because of her?

do u ever feel disappointed because u keep telling your fd no, but she/he insist to do that??

u kno the bad consequences of that thing. u kno the bad influences that he/she may get from that thing. But no matter how hard you tell them, no matter how many times you try to confront them. They will just ignore you, or sometime, your relationship will become worse?

If you have ever experienced that, you know how sad, how disappointing, how heart-broken it is.

BUT

Our job is to confront with love; our job is to tell them thats bad, thats not beneficial. This is all we can do.

The part of transforming other's heart, the part where someone's life is changed, is totally belong to GOD. He will touch their heart in his own way.

DON'T think that, no matter what you do, it wont make a change. Thats totally wrong. It is because GOD will use you, will use your confront, your mouth to transform someone's life, or just by your little action.

SO, pls. don't be sad or disappointed because they didn't listen you. And DON'T be angry with GOD, why he hasn't change their life. HE has his own timing, and you will never know.

what we can do now, is really pray for that person, pray for open heart, pray for open ear. So when u confront them, GOD will work through your words and you to change their life!!

REMEMBER: our job is to tell the truth, GOD's job is to transform someone's heart and life.

emo neh~~

A lot of problems around me, problems started since yesterday nite. Then they came into my life again this morning. It was a nightmare, drove me crazy!Took my patience.

Then I hurt my toe when i was playing with the kids. Then kids sat on my legs while we were watching movie. My legs went numb. And my toe is still in pain.

When i came home, I forgot to bring my bean bag down. Then i really miss my boyfriend. I want him to be with me now.

BUT!!

I am not here to post my emo blogs again!!!!

^^

A lot of problems around me since last nite till this morning, but because of these problems, i know how hard it is, and I can be more understanding. Also. because of these problems, i learnt to be more flexible and patience is trained.

Then i went to church, my toe hurts, but i learnt that, I should be more careful next time. And it taught me that, it is dangerous to run around in the room, and I should pay more attention on the kids while they are running.

The kids sat on my legs while we were watching movie. Even though it makes my legs went numb, I felt the bonding and the trust between me and the kids. It motivates me so much!!

Then for forgetting to take my bean bag, that just taught me to be more careful.

I really miss my boyfriend, but I know GOD is here for me, his presence is here for me. Megatron is here with me. My friends are in perth for me. I know my boyfriend is coming back soon. And I believed he did buy my stuffs.

So I AM HAPPY NOW^^

Choose Joy, It Can Make A Difference!!!

Loved~~~

Yesterday nite, my fds came to my temporary house!!felt so warm and loved!!just like a family. even tho we didnt do much, jsut guitar pract. n tv n a bit of ice cream time..

they came to my house, because they wanted accompany me while im home-alone. thx^^

then they came here n slept over, n this morning, they woke up super early to fetch me to uni and waited me for 2 hrs for my exam. then they fetch me home n buy food and buy some stuffs for tonite...

thanks so much my friends.

feel so much love!!!!

^^

God put people in your life, because of you. You may think they are a problem to you(im not saying you guys are my problems), but look through your past, most of the happy , joyful time are with your friends; look again, most of your emo time, your friends are here for you; look the last time, most of your hard time, study time, your friends are next to you, studying with you, supporting you.

God put you in people's life, are the same, want you to be their support, their comfort, their sharing partner, their encourager.

GOD put you in this world with a reason. To be a solution for a problem, to be someone's friend, to show LOVE and CARE....

GO BE ONE!!!!!